The painting tells the story of how a tyrannical father treated me hatefully and harshly as a child. As a father, he instilled in me a mental disorder that caused me to become fearful and quiet, despite my happiness and fondness for kissing girls. Since there is no love, my life has been frustrating and difficult when I want women and people make high demands on me. I had no idea that he deliberately inflicted a mental disorder on me in order to keep me alone and away from women. No one has shown me love, nor has anyone dared to confront him and tell me about it. Forty-five years later, someone finally felt compelled to reveal the truth. But having a mental disorder as a dear person also indicated that I had ended up on a dark path and attracted unloving people who judged and bullied me for having an unpleasant mental disorder. I had to change to avoid it, but it was hard, and after 33 years I could no longer be someone else. I got severe depression, which I did not understand, and finally, I had to realize that I needed professional help, which even cost a fortune. That's why I've painted in profile a beautiful African tribal woman. They're the most beautiful women in the world. She adorns a large plate in her ears, sports a variety of hairstyles, and wears face paint, demonstrating her freedom to look and act as she pleases. Her lifestyle, which is characterized by humane freedom, simplicity, calmness, and humility, fosters tolerance, a trait I find appealing. The leaves symbolize peace and liberty, with the most important keywords being to avoid evil, to have love, to be myself, to look and do as I please, to have a good time in peace, to be happy, and to be with women. Peace, Love, and Harmony. I want.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

34x44cm.

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