I have painted the painting of a beautiful female model you can see behind the abstraction, drawn with pencil and acrylic on paper framed with black matte frame. I have drawn the woman so that she can only be glimpsed, because what you see is not always what you get, what I call fake look. I have painted the painting because it is my dream to be with these women and frustrations about not being it. There are also in the painting frustrations that idiotic male family members have scolded me in front of other people from childhood proven to give me anxiety and thus cut me off from being with the women, I have always thought I did something wrong and I have never really understood them and my life. Many gorgeous women find men who are strong, confident and funny attractive, for them it is not so important how the men look, it is more important for them what you say and do when you interact with them, the women will automatically then find you attractive and want to be with you and have sex with you, if you capable of doing it. Many women want to live a perfect life, and a perfect man is therefore the way to the world of women, as being delicious and nice on the surface, and not always so beautiful inside, they can be very strict, because they want it to be perfect, otherwise they will reject the men, so it can be very strenuous and stressful for many men to live with a beautiful women. Men do not care who she is, they only think of one thing to see her naked body and have sex with her, which many men have on the brain constantly, men do not think of anything but women, many men live their lives proven for that purpose to be with women, and as many as possible. The black keywords and hearts are dreams and frustrations that someone in my family have given me anxiety from childhood by scolding at me, so i will be scared of women, at the same time I am surrounded by many people who are not loving, they have no understanding, a society where being loving is not considered so important, but where the strong and fearless win. The Japanese characters in blue, I have paint because I think they are beautiful and cool, these keywords that I have chosen are synonymous that my dreams will come true. To me, Japan is fascinating, it's beautiful, calm and different, but it's not always what you see what you get. The black lines and dots are inspired by tribal art, it is done in a good sense by tribal people who live a life more freely and calmly, which I believe is a better way to live a life for people. The conclusion of my painting is my frustrations that male family members have proven to have treated me harshly as a child, to cut me off from being with the women, just like themselves, which I have never understood but recently been told. That I am born into a society surrounded and created by selfish, determining and evil people who are not capable of loving and therefore value strong people over loving and sweet people.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

68 x 90 cm.