When you are born, the first seven years of your life are a time when you are free to be who you are. However, if your parents aren’t loving and as you grow older and meet more evil, selfish, and cold people who dislike you, it is mostly men who are not loving who will change your mind, making you sad and scared. They do this by being cruel and using the dark side of life to manipulate your thoughts. This happens before you turn seven years old because your belief is formed in your subconscious mind between the ages of 0 and 7, and it could be a belief that all humans are hard and evil so you now are afraid of people or have a belief that all humans are good if you had a loving and protecting family. If your parents are strict, you will no longer be joyful and loving, because you have anxiety in your subconscious mind, you are not free as human, Many guys in our culture don't want you to have sex with a lot of women because they aren't themselves or they get jealous, and you aren't yourself either; they've altered your path to a dark path one of worry and nasty individuals. If you want to be yourself around other people, it is important that you surround yourself with sweet and loving people who do not care how you are, who accept you for who you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you are, who accept you as you. As a human being nowadays, it's hard & difficult not to be yourself all of the time; it may lead to sadness or more dangerous a depression. You must be strong 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and create a facade so that cruel, cold, selfish individuals cannot tear you down, leaving you unhappy, afraid, and possibly depressed. You have the impression that you shouldn't be here. I do not like evil or savagery, I just want to be surrounded by sweet people who are themselves and encourage you to show your vulnerability and be yourself. When you look at the cityscape or the media, you often see people who are rich, hardworking, and successful who have a lot of money, and behave like being amazing, but behave selfishly, coldly, and evilly. That's why I've included so many keywords in my painting that express how I want people to be and what a good life should include. Even though I am not flawless, I am a kind & loving human being who is sadly surrounded by bad individuals. The people I encounter in my life do not like people and do not care about me, they are not so loving. That's why I used the word "peace" as a keyword because that's the life I want: free of people who are evil in some way, free of people who only care about themselves, but only surrounded by loving people who want the best for you. Only loving sweet people will accept you as you are, fragile, quiet, vulnerable, awkward, and in a bad mood; only loving sweet people will accept you as you are, but the loving, sweet, and good people will hide because the world is more hurtful than loving. A woman from Africa wearing a different headdress is depicted in my painting, which was created using pencil, acrylic, and charcoal. I painted it because it should be possible to be yourself and wear whatever you want without fear of meeting bad people or being subjected to cruel remarks or other forms of malice, they hope to pull you down and stop you. I would much rather meet kind and loving people who don't mind how you look or who you are; it would be a better world. The reason I painted the butterflies in a circle is to send the message that butterflies are wonderful lovely, and so must humans be if we are to live in a better society where everyone is free to be who they want to be. The color blue has long attracted the interest of painters and art enthusiasts alike, therefore I chose it for my painting. Because it was both difficult and expensive to get, blue was only used rarely in medieval and renaissance art, and then only on the clothes of royalty, religious leaders, and other well-to-do individuals. There is no doubt that the color blue has served as an inspiration for artists over the years, whether it is as a sign of spirituality or worldly prosperity, melancholy, or strength. As a result, the once-precious hue has been emocratized while remaining undiluted in terms of its fundamental strength and expressive potential, serving as an inspiration to countless artists throughout time. Grey is the color of elegance, the symbol of experience, and the color of perplexity. In figurative discourse, grey rules the hazy region between black and white. I used grey color in my painting as an impersonal, melancholy hue that is commonly linked with drab, filthy, and dingy, as well as formal, conservative, and sophisticated meanings. Gray is a classic and utilitarian hue that is sometimes linked with loss or melancholy.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

59,5x74,5 cm.