The story explores the absence of love in my life. My tyrannical father mistreated me as a child, leading to social anxiety. As a result, life became increasingly challenging, and I was on my own. Most of the selfish, evil, and power-hungry people I've encountered have been men. Since I was anxious and pretty, they were envious and cruel to me. Their lack of empathy and love led them to disregard my pain. I gave them space because of my sweet and loving nature, but my lack of life lessons left me confused about their behavior. Despite my efforts to fit in, I experienced a severe depressive episode at 33. At 45, a shaman revealed that men are not loving due to their lack of sweetness and their desires for women and sex. Women, on the other hand, strive for a sense of cool perfection as demanded by society. The absence of love complicates life and makes it difficult to attract them when they're sought after. A tribal face in the background suggests that expressing love through words is better than using harsh reprimands. Patterns like zigzags, swirls, lines, and dots influence tribal art, symbolizing the peace I would find in their simplicity, independence, and calm. However, when surrounded by sweet, loving people, I feel liberated from anxiety, able to express my true self, and joyful with women—elements I yearn for but cannot attain in a perfect world devoid of empathy and love. I find happiness in wonderful butterflies and relate them to sweet people. The terms "free," "chill," "peace," and "love" imply a life filled with freedom, love, and sex, resulting in an enjoyable and fulfilling existence.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

Size: 105 x 81 cm.

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